u'll know that she..

u know that i have some friends, okay joking many friends, but i don't have a BFF, or just some FF, 'coz i got control in who my friends are, like this one [i don't wanna say her name], loved her as a friend so much, ever been an FF before, but not feeling it.. there's just some things that i don't like from her, many.. she is over confidence, lazy,torturing[!!],big headed, and a '?'.. she is so lame, selfish, not so smart, likes to spread her own words, don't understand, and again, torturing people with dollars[!!].. but though she always does that, i don't know why i'm still beside her.. reading novels and comic books? coz i really love her as a friend..

people seems so confused with me.. like they are always asking me,'hey, why are u still with her, u already know what is she? she's a devil wearing prada!' they said that to me if you believe..

but there's something that i'm afraid of, sometime i like to what, betrayed that girl on her back.. i'm so confused in which side am i? i'm afraid that bad thing 'll happened, no reason really,,

now i'm so CONFUSED!!!!!