she is the damage for herself..

remember that girl that i told yesterday? what do u call it.. hmm.., my FF.., it was awful..

so this morning i spoke with her about her problem.., sorry, their problem about her.., i said every thing to her.. she was just.., i don't know, i mean that she knows about people,, to her.. then she said that like,"so okay, i know about who said that to you about me of course, people say that i'm so over-feminine, i know that, but in what?", than i said,"i don't know, just..-"
"yeah, they are lame, said i was lame, but why they don't say what's the wrong thing with me?

de...dede-de----aaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so sick of her!

i've got a new annoying friend, she is so annoying! brilliant! she is so..so... just so!! i hate that girl, i'm getting crazy b'coz of her... u now this morning that i didn't know that there was a homework coz i didn't come last week, and badly that i forgot to ask my friend about it.. she said that..,'hah, u never did u're HW, u never know there's a HW.. she is making me sick!! so yes, i didn't do anything that morning and just ask my friend what's the HW, so i just did it when the school subject was on road..

she thinks that she is so smart, deligent, never pass HW, smart [again!!], and bla..bla..bla..
crazy!! that morning when she said that to me, she is such a fool, coz she is too.. she was doing her HW when she said that to me.. that means she is embarrassing her self, but the wierd thing is that nobody cares.. so why me?

u'll know that she..

u know that i have some friends, okay joking many friends, but i don't have a BFF, or just some FF, 'coz i got control in who my friends are, like this one [i don't wanna say her name], loved her as a friend so much, ever been an FF before, but not feeling it.. there's just some things that i don't like from her, many.. she is over confidence, lazy,torturing[!!],big headed, and a '?'.. she is so lame, selfish, not so smart, likes to spread her own words, don't understand, and again, torturing people with dollars[!!].. but though she always does that, i don't know why i'm still beside her.. reading novels and comic books? coz i really love her as a friend..

people seems so confused with me.. like they are always asking me,'hey, why are u still with her, u already know what is she? she's a devil wearing prada!' they said that to me if you believe..

but there's something that i'm afraid of, sometime i like to what, betrayed that girl on her back.. i'm so confused in which side am i? i'm afraid that bad thing 'll happened, no reason really,,

now i'm so CONFUSED!!!!!

who loves whom?

do you ever get confused about that when you love someone but you don't know who he is, and that actually you don't know who loves him? i mean it's like that you wanna be someone that you don't really know in you . .? like, who are u...? who am i when i love you...? or who am i when i love him..? yeah, u have a same problem with me... that i like to be someone else... whats my damage? i don't like my self? an confident? no.. so much people likes me.... but why am i running? it's like I'm trying to get hard for them.. so, work hard to get me... like when i love this Izzy, i feel I'm that average girl.. I've grown up.. and I'm here... and like when i'm loving edward cullen, who am i? i'm not me.. , i'm bella.. and that feels sad..

love is big choices to pick.. love is that you belive in.. so that's me loving you now.. but is it you.. ,or him? ..

where am i..?

this is the biggest Q. in my time of high school...

where am i..? now...?

in? i'm in this online world with out a help of no body...

people seems so simple to like me, or maybe love me....

isn't that good...? or maybe it isn't....

why does this doesn't just happen when i need it?

like maybe 1 or 2 years ago when i got my self trapped in a locket of crazy stuffs 'how to tell him i love him' ?

so where am i...?

BDW..., i'm sick now....

God give me madicine....

haha..

Twilight

i really love twilight!!!!!!!!

i wnna watch the movie but i can't...

'coz in lampung, the only cinema is in renovasion....