he changed...

when i was falling in love with him........
i fell its reality....
he changed..... it was a good one.....
night after night.... week after week.... month after month.....
we always greet each other....
and every time i waited for phone calls.., text messages....
it was so cool.....
i fell in love with him.....

though there as a lie beneath this relation ship....
i know.... if this is the base.. it wont stay to long....
and i was right...

then night after night.... week after week.... month after month.....
the communication was like just rejected.....
i was just trying to be angry... much time i see....
annoying....

then we began to minim. our comm. .....

then finally.., we never had a connection again..... never....

then i was alone.....
but another was back...ray...
it was good....great even...

then my mom was like....'hey where's that boy that you always called before? never seen him around(in case...)'
i started to get a contact w/ him in secret....
then...., i don't know....

[this doesn't mean that i'm a big headed kinda girl.... ]

he changed.... so my 'come' thing makes him better then ever....
fool me.....
but i'm afraid.....
cus this relationship is a lie.....
i lied my age..... my name.....
my flt it was.... and i noticed....

but it was real....

i loved u always...

every time i see in ur eyes...
dazzled.., i saw much memories...
with me... with her....
great thing i'm faithfull...

chalenge me that u never know i always think of u..

great memories...


love makes u know when is it right or not...
but i'm here... and if you need it was always...
hard to notice... that u cant make me some kinda bitch...

though that ur not my first... i love u till i know...,
that the other was alredy here...she was there...
great i just wind it...

i was afraid to no what's happening to *us* was wrong that time...
again, great i was far...

and know when i see ur eyes... even that i havent seen it...
ur heart shows me it realy maters...i thought that'give me a break!'...
but it dazzled... it was always...

love u...

always...

-Izzie-

more twilight...

now i'm getting a new moon fever...

it's odd that, because i have already reed eclipse...

it's so hard to find Indonesian EB for new moon and breaking down...
so i was planning to read the english one that i have downloaded...

love those caracter, life..., -LOVE- , FIRST_ edward and bella

wanna be heeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrr so much.....

LOVE TWILIGHT SAGA 4 EVER!!!

I have become a TWILIGHTERRRR!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE IT SO MUCH !!!
i love twilight
WANNA BE BELLA SWAN !!!

I really love it...

but many peoples want something different then me...

or I'm different then them...

they or peoples like EDWARD so much

and will do any thing like a man stealer...

but i'm different...

i don't wanna love him as me...

but as bella...

so awkward...

but i feel it's kinda to much to ask for that...